Drugs

[Intro]
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Am Em D G D

Am               Em                    D
 Cause I had the best of the worst sides
D                G D
And I had these lungs
Am              Em            D
 And I had too many flash fires
D                     G D
That I just let them burn

                     C
Till my chest is on fire
                       C
And my head just won't die
                            Em
I guess I'm lying cause I wanna
                            D
I guess I'm lying cause I don't
                       C
Cause I just feel so tired
                         C
Like it's move or slowly die
                              Em
You ain't you when you're like this
                          D
This ain't you and you know it


     Bm                    C
But ain't that just the point?
C
You don't know, how to let go
Em                               D
Who said this must be all or nothing?
    Am                 C
But I'm still caught below
                        Em
And I'll never let you know
                      D
No I can't tell you nothing

                     Am       C
Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
      Em                D
But still I could always be
               Am
Whatever you wanted
                    C
But not what you needed
                     Em         D
Especially when you been needing me
                     Am        C
Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
          Em              D
And I'll say what I dont mean
               Am
Just cause I wanted
              C
Or maybe I need it
                   Em          D
Swear lying's the only rush I need


Em
Cause all I needed was some words to say
Em                                         C
That all these feelings don't mean shit to me
C                                   C
Cause it's all just chemicals anyway
Bm
Anyway
Am
And I got way too many routes to take
Em
To make this all just go away
Em
And find another heart to break
D
So heartless with the words I say
D
Just saying what I'm supposed to say
G
Cause I had nothing for you
G       D
I can't love when I can't even love myself
Am
Things I would rather be
Em
Thoughts at the back of my head,
                     D
But I'm addicted to hurting
                  G   D
And I got these lungs
Am                 Em           D
And I spent too many late nights
           G
Thinking a hole in the earth

         D          C
Till the sky is on fire
                       C
And my head still won't die
                            Em
I guess I'm lying cause I wanna
                            D
I guess I'm lying cause I don't
                       C
Cause I just feel so tired
                                C
Like I need something to come alive
                                   Em
She said you ain't you when you're like this
                          D
This ain't you what you done?
      Am*  Bm*          C
And I said that's the point


C                         Em
You don't know, how to let go
                                D
Who said this must be all or nothing?
    Am                 C
But I'm still caught below
                        Em
And I'll never let you know
                      D
No I can't tell you nothing

                     Am       C
Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
      Em                D
But still I could always be
               Am
Whatever you wanted
                    C
But not what you needed
                     Em         D
Especially when you been needing me
                     Am        C
Cause I'm a fucking mess inside
          Em              D
And I'll say what I dont mean
               Am
Just cause I wanted
              C
Or maybe I need it
                   Em          D
Swear lying's the only rush I need


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